Anonymous asked: Looking at his smiling face takes me back to how I was when I was stil with him. When I see him happy, I'm happy. When I see him moved on to other girls, I can't stop asking myself why I couldnt be the girl who makes him happy, why our love was so one sided for all those years. Is it wrong that I still love him? Is it wrong that I would still do anything for him, even knowing that everything over 3 years was a lie? I feel played, and yet I still can't stop loving the one who hurts me the most.
sharensays replied:
you can’t think of everything being a lie. you’re just going to dig yourself a bigger hole. you are thinking of all these possibilities of why you weren’t good enough, or more that you probably couldn’t find words to explain, but you forgotten one thing: feelings can change, whether the person changed, or you yourself has changed. it’s hurtful thinking that… but it’s a grand possibility.
hang in there
