I’m so tired of talking to the same repetitive personalities.
The boys who…. I have too many words to say.

There are the ones who can’t have one conversation with you without bringing up something sexual. Or about cuddling. Or about how beautiful you are. Every conversation. Just shut up! Can you talk about something else? Or is your brain functioned to just “GET THE PUSSY”?!

Then there are the best friends who just… eh. They’re always there. You’re always hanging out with them. You’re always with them that it would just be such a convenience to hook up with each other all the time, but it’s actually awkward. And you don’t even feel pretty with your “bro” friends cause I mean, it’s like incest.

Then there are the guys who’ve always been trying to have you as their girl. It seems like you’ve already dated because they just want you so bad, that they literally will start fights with you, or make you feel bad, or just… make things difficult before anything has started.

I want a guy that will talk to me as himself. Not what he thinks I want to hear. I’ve heard it all. It’s not effective on me. I don’t care what you want to do with me. It’s even sexier when you don’t tell me and I find out myself. I don’t care how sad you are. Even if I talked to you to make you feel better, it always ends up as you complaining how you wish you’d met me first. I don’t give a shit how many drugs you do, how much you drink, how many hoes you’ve fucked, or how great your car is either.

I just want someone… different.

I want to be able to talk to someone who inspires me.
And is inspired by me as well.
I want to be able to have someone that is considerate of me,
and thinks of me first when it is necessary, you know, without me
having to make it seem like they should.
I want someone that can take care of themselves.
I like my independence,
and I don’t like to be depended on…
especially if I am the woman.
I want someone that makes me laugh without even trying,
and makes me blush like a little girl.
I don’t want someone too innocent though.
Treat me like a lady and fuck me like a whore.
Roll us a blunt and trip on acid all night.
I want to be kissed.
I want to be held.
I want my hand to be held.
I want my heart to be held.
I want someone… someone like someone.