okay so i realized after my last post that there are a lot of good things in my life. i just never opened my eyes. they were shut with rice.. cause im asian.. [?!] yeah im retarted.
so i realized the only way to get over a situation is to start a new one. i let someone go and i formed a new crush on someone. i keep saying this and it never works, but i really think its working this time. this person actually likes me back. and i dont care if my friends say anything, just because hes a grade younger than me doesnt change my mind, neither does the rudeness i get back from my best friend since 3rd grade.
i cant wait till the albums of boys like girls and all time low come out. you dont know how much i listen to them. EVERY all time low song is played over 640 times (the least played is 642 which is running from lions) and EVERY boys like girls song is played over 1,200 times! (least played is 1,232 which is me you and my medications) and ive watched read between the lines 4 times. ahhhhhhhhh! okay enough of my obsessions. most people will read the first sentence and just skip it.
im getting very like.. idk! :D
its a new feeling. hahha i hope no one reads this that i dont want reading. okay well its a new feeling. a feeling thats swirling around my legs and filling me with excitement. as the nerves scramble around.. i smile with great joy-fuck that shit sounds gay- i smile with a huge ass sparkle in my eyes. its been a very very long time since someone i liked has liked me back. you know, since i kept my mind on one person ever since the september of 7th grade.
rabbits make me gag.
